This is what happaned.
About 5 years ago i was impregnated by a guy that removed the condom while we were busy without my knowledge. He was my BF at the time (we lasted 2 months togetehr) but i was an emotional wreck as i had just come out of a long term relationship in which the BF cheated on me & made the lady pregnant. I really went out of control.
So when i found out i was pregnant i terminated the preganancy & this was at 3 weeks. Was given pills at a clinic & then menstruated.
I kept this to myself for a long time & didn’t regret this decision. I have prayed to God about this & asked God for his forgiveness for all that i did during that period.
I have mended my ways & am serving God. I met my fiancee almost 3 years ago and we have a beautiful son together. I have shared most of the things i did in the past with , but i didn’t tell him about the pregnancy & subsequent termination. He is a wonderful man & i trully love him & would not hurt him. He loves me very much also. I have this feeling that i have to tell him this but in the same breath ask myself how do i do this without being judged? I have prayed about this for a very long time and feel that God has forgiven me. Should i tell & if i should why? Isn’t God’s judgement & forgiveness greater than all?
Please help me.
I have doing everything else right according to God’s will & teachings , this was my point of weakness. What do i do?